Why Write

The idea of writing a blog came to me after I was told I needed brain surgery to clip a growing aneurysm before it could cause me serious harm.  I was scared out of my wits and as I rang my family and friends to break the news, I realised I needed an easier way of keeping everyone up-to-date with how I was doing.  A blog seemed the natural outlet.  What began as a means to keep in touch with people I knew, slowly showed me I had powerful experiences to share, experiences that could be helpful to others.

Having endured and survived a stroke, two brain surgeries and two spinal injuries, I write now to share what I have experienced and learned as a means of helping myself put it all in context and in the sincere hopes it will assist others going through challenging times.
When I go to see a new doctor who has read my file, they always look surprised when they meet me. They expect to see someone with a walking aid, a serious limp or simply someone broken by circumstance. That’s not me.
I have worked hard to recover, done all the rehab I could in order to be able to live my best possible life – and it is this outcome that I want for anyone who has suffered a serious injury or illness.
All too often the medical profession gives up too soon, or insurance doesn’t cover all the treatment we need or our well-meaning loved ones coax us to go easy. So many of us quit too soon and live with limitations we might overcome if things were different.
I’m here as living proof that by taking control of your own life and your recovery, you can set your own meaningful goals, find personalised ways to rehabilitate and recover, so you too can make your best possible recovery, leading to your best possible life. After all, who knows your heart’s desires better than you.
So if you are in need of some company on your journey or know someone who would benefit from knowing they are not alone, follow my journey or share my blog, because together we are stronger and healthier.

Honesty and Fear

I feel as though I haven’t been entirely honest about my recovery and it bothers me, which is a bit odd because all of us choose what information, we share about ourselves, particularly when it comes to something personal and scary like a health crisis.

The moment I decided to write a blog about my first brain surgery, I opened the door and invited friends, family and even strangers into my home, life and mind. That’s the thing about blogging, when your topic is your own health and some crises you’re facing, the writing is naturally going to be personal or it won’t be worth reading for anyone; I certainly found it was the only way I could write, exposing the truth be that good or bad.

This time around, I haven’t had the courage or perhaps that’s being a bit hard on myself – I honestly don’t know if my inability (or unwillingness) to write and share what I’ve been living is because I’m afraid to sound weak in front of people who have come to expect bravery of me or if the lack of words stems indeed from changes in my brain resulting from this last surgery.